Showing posts with label journal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label journal. Show all posts

Saturday, 2 November 2013

Ginger's Hallow's Eve

So I partied last week with Step-on-me-Poo, yes it is true. I just wanted to dance and so Steps and I danced the night away without reservations. We just sweated away all of our frustrations and stress. And no, there was no nasty grinding involved with any boys! Can you guess what I was? It's pretty ambiguous, but...


But on Halloween, I did something completely different. I went to my church event where we play games, eat candy and just plain ol celebrate time together. I get it, trick-or-treating is a part of childhood that everyone should experience, but I think Hallelujah Night is a great way to get kids off the dangerous streets and focus on the positive, bright and fun part of Halloween.

Yummy cookie making

We all wore pajamas and wacky hats. It was a great time, and we were full of energy. I'm not going to post the pictures of any kids because I don't want to go around asking permission from each of their parents, but no worries, I still have plenty of pictures of myself (har har har).

I was going to wear a matching onesie avec ma soeur, mais I just decided to go with a purple robe with a crown. But even before it started my friend stole my crown and in turn I took my sister's animal ears (unidentified animal) and in turn she took another friend's husky toque. Overall I must say I looked swaggie. Yup.



I love my mom
Just a selfie with my mom for good measure

I'm wondering what you did for Halloween. I honest to goodness had so much fun this year.

Thursday, 31 October 2013

Steph's Weekend (Oct 25 - 27): Halloween Funtime

This week had been extremely stressful, and even though I was quite devoid of sleep, I still had myself a crazy Halloween weekend. Starting off with dinner with Taiwan’s de facto embassy, TECO. We were invited to an all-you-can-eat BBQ and sushi dinner where we just kept talking and eating for hours. Honestly, don’t be intimidated by the word embassy, the Director of Education is one of the nicest, easiest to talk to “middle-aged” ladies I know. However, due to all clubs having events of their own that night, we had to say our goodbyes not knowing when all of us can gather for a nice dinner again.

Now, this is the part where Ginger is actually involved in my week/weekend, which hasn't happened since the summer. Ginger and I went clubbing with my student club. We drank. We danced. We had fun. I went as a sailor, and Ginger dressed up as a mourning bride in a VERY sexy dress. Even though the atmosphere was not what I’m used to for clubbing, I still enjoyed it since I was with my bestest friend.
 


Gotta take a selfie in the washroom.


To end the week of craziness, I just went hermit mode for the rest of the night. Hurray for hermit mode and Netflix!

....I wanted to insert a selfie...but after looking through my photo album on my phone, I realized I actually haven't taken a selfie by myself since the summer. Woopsie.

Well have a good week guys!

Steph :)



GINGER NOTE: Steph is an awesome dancer



Thursday, 24 October 2013

Steph's Weekend at Fright Night

Halloween is one of my most favourite holidays. There are tons of events and activities, and I love dressing up. If I had more money and time, oh, the costumes I could wear. The past weekend I went to Fright Night at PNE. For the non-Vancouverites, it’s basically a bunch of haunted houses and rides hosted at our local theme park. It was my first time there and it was hella cold, but in the end, I had TONS of fun.

My Halloween Costume in 2010
Since my friends and I went as a group and on the first day it opened, we got an amazing deal. During the summer, if you wanted to go there for only a little more than the rides running now, it is basically double the price. On top of that, there are extra admission costs if you want to go into ONE haunted house in comparison to the SIX haunted houses already included in the Fright Night tickets.

Also, while you walk around the amusement park, there are entertainers dressed in scary costumes who are totally up for taking photos with you. They are super friendly, but do so in a way that they’re still in character. It’s eerily cute, if that makes any sense. Especially the bald, physically disfigured…mental hospital people…hmm don’t know what they are exactly…but they’re awesome.


Atmosfear



Now beware, it is currently autumn, so it gets pretty chilly at night. When you’re up in those rides, even colder. So, dress warm. And wear suitable shoes! My friend actually dropped a shoe on the Hells Gate ride and had to walk around the park with a make-shift shoe from first-aid for the entire night. My favourite ride would be the Atmosfear. Don’t be fooled by the name, it actually isn’t scary at all. It’s like a merry-go-round but faster, higher, and REFRESHING! That cold autumn wind…feels so good!!! But seriously, do layer up.

Anyways, I definitely recommend you guys to get a group and go together. I would love to go again this year (GINGER! HINT HINT! :D ), but it’s a hectic month, so I’m not sure if I’ll have the time. I would also love to go on the Ghost Train in Stanley Park, but I’m not sure if it’s worth it. 


Coming up next: Halloween Clubbing with Ginger. Stay Tuned!

Hope you guys have an awesome weekend :D (but please be safe!)
- Steph 



PS. GINGER EDIT: My sister tells me that the haunted houses at PNE are actually HAUNTED. Yup you heard it here first, folks (not, haha).

Tuesday, 22 October 2013

Ginger Thoughts: Feeling Like a Failure

I was so swamped the past two weeks with all of the midterms and essays and assignments, I didn't write anything for my Saturday post and it threw me off the loop! I was going to write a Ginger journal, but lately I've been feeling quite uneasy.

This past week I've been feeling something that I'm sure everyone feels once in a while. For instance, I am no stranger to feeling incompetent. I think my failures in the past can be credited to several things: I compare myself to others, and I procrastinate and become unmotivated easily (while at the same time setting high standards for myself). This year I actually started off pretty well and have been consistent with studying. Yet the past few weeks test after test I feel like I'm just letting myself down again. I know I'm not perfect and no matter how much effort I put into anything I can't achieve perfection. I think the thing I hate the most is admitting that I'm bad at something or talking about my failures. It's just another reminder of how I should be ashamed of myself. I had a midterm on Friday and a data analysis on Saturday as well as a seminar presentation amidst preparing for the term paper for the seminar. Then I had a language midterm, a math midterm and history paper. I completely tanked the math midterm and I was so nervous about my presentation that for a good minute I just sat there hyperventilating in front of the class.

I couldn't believe that despite all of the preparation that I've done I still ended up at the bottom. I started feeling guilty and blame myself for everything. When so many others are willing to sacrifice everything they have for education and the loving support system I have from my family and friends, how can I sit here and think myself as being worthy of any of this? Honestly, I can't even come to a conclusion because I have no advice. I know what I'm supposed to say: It's okay to feeling incompetent sometimes, you can channel that energy into motivation to continue to work hard. I really want to say that. Trust me when I say that I wish I could smile and be positive and give this pretentious but inspiring piece of advice, but how can I when I'm still here, feeling the exact opposite.

Tuesday, 15 October 2013

Ginger's Thanksgiving!

Before I tell you what I've been up to the past week (exams, and more exams to come), I want to share my little 2 cents about what it means to be grateful...

It's something that should happen everyday and thankfulness is something we should encounter all the time. I wonder why though, why all of us (myself included) have such a hard time when it comes to remembering how privileged we are. I know that I should be grateful for the abundance that I have been blessed with, yet sometimes I refuse to acknowledge it in order to feel sorry for myself. I think that in our lives we are so consumed by what we should have, that when some trivial problem surfaces, we sit around moping rather than fixing the problem. We don't know what to do because we are consumed by our own sense of self entitlement. I realized that I can't really force others to change how they feel, but what I can do is start with myself:

I will be thankful for all the good things that I have, but I will also be thankful when it is hard to remember to be:
I will be thankful for the problems that make my life difficult, because problems offer the gift of solution (however indirectly)
I will be thankful because problems build character and wisdom as I set out to conquer each and every one.
I will be thankful even when I incur a loss because it will teach me not to make that mistake twice.
I will be grateful for shitty friends because it will help me appreciate the good ones and help me become a better one
I will be grateful for my lack of natural skill and affluence because I will hunger for success and build good work habits through copious amount of effort
I will be grateful for every extra step that I have to take because it will teach me perseverance.

Yup, I think that's about it.


So this is a mini update on how I spent my thanksgiving weekend:

Thanksgiving at church
So my mom doesn't actually cook our own turkey until a week after thanksgiving, because my mom's in charge of providing the meal above for our entire church (that is a lot of turkeys). I'll post on that on Saturday along with a special message to my brother (it's his birthday today!)

@Dasarang

I also celebrated my dear friend Jimmy's birthday. We ate delicious chicken with green onions. We went to karaoke/noraebang after and rocked out (well I rocked out) to a bunch of MCR.


Why post this picture if I'm going to blank out their faces? To prove that I have friends.
Happy belated Jimmy!!!!

Tuesday, 8 October 2013

Ginger Thoughts: Women, Men and Misogyny in the 21st century

I'm not sure if any of you reading had come across this viral video yet:




A man (?) is kneeling and is being repeatedly slapped by his girlfriend, who is accusing him of inviting another girl home. The entire time he just takes the beating, bawling his eyes out and protesting that he is innocent. Personally, I don't really care about the guy and the girl. The girl should probably go see a therapist and find out why she is so insecure and abusive as well as take some lessons on how to be a decent human being. What I'm really shocked about are the comments that people are posting about the girl.


These are the first three comments that I saw, and while it doesn't reflect everyone's opinion on this situation, I couldn't believe that I was reading this at all. Really? Are we still at this stage? I thought that we'd evolved far enough in order to know that these types of comments are unacceptable. In an age where we are trying to battle inequality, injustice, prejudice and persecution I cannot fathom the type of upbringing these people had that make them believe what they are saying is right.

I would highlight one comment that bugged me the most, but I can't even do that because they are all equally ridiculous and offensive. I don't even know what I would do to discipline these pathetic excuse of human beings who think they are "enlightening" the world with their misogynistic, highly inaccurate CRAP. Probably beat the shit out of them. HAHA joking.

Monday, 7 October 2013

Steph's Weekend: 10/4-10/6

For those of you who don’t know yet, I’m Taiwanese. Even though I was born and raised in Vancouver, I’m still very proud of my heritage. Since Taiwan’s National Day (aka Double 10 Day) is coming up, Taipei Economic and Cultural Office (TECO), our de facto embassy, hosted a reception at the Vancouver Convention Centre where I served as a volunteer along with other Taiwanese club executives. With events and people like these, I just can’t help but say: I LOVE TAIWAN! 我愛臺灣!
Excuse my face. This was supposed to be a funny photo picture.
Can't wait for 10/10

On Saturday, I participated in the Color Me Rad 5k run. Boy that was an intensely fun event. We warmed up with Zumba. Sadly, I have no hand eye coordination so I was mainly just swinging my body around looking like a clumsy rag doll. After our run, which went by surprisingly fast, it was time to dance and do some colour throws, all of which were HELLA AWESOME! I definitely recommend this event for those who want to do something fun but charitable at the same time.

I went to work the next day to find customer comments on the desk – all awesome reviews. I gotta say that my store really does have the best co-workers anyone could ask for.

Played some Guild Wars 2. Some people said they would play with me, but still waiting. *sad face*









That about wraps up my weekend. See you all in my next blog. =]



Yours truly,
Steph



Thursday, 3 October 2013

TBT: Reflection on Perception



I am truly sad to say that Xanga has died. If you want to know how I got into blogging, I must say that Xanga was my first and foremost love that immersed me into this online culture. I truly loved it there. I spent the good chunk of my high school days ranting, reflecting, and just expressing my hurt and frustrations but also joys to my little computer screen. It helped me grow, it helped me understand myself better. So I decided that from time to time I will post little bits and pieces of the files I had managed to save from my Xanga account (it is on to Xanga 2.0 now, but I think accounts are still accessible). 

I don't think that I titled this piece, but I know that I was in a phase where I was lost and I didn't really know who I was. Now please remember that I wrote these a long time ago, and perhaps I've matured and perhaps my understanding of life has changed, but nevertheless how you feel at a certain moment is still significant. Single moments can shape you into a different person. Moments that last only seconds can still manage to  be beautiful and touching.


Hehe, well I guess all the rain has been making me all nostalgic and pensive, but it's sunny now! Have a great Thursday!!



  - yours, Ginger

Monday, 30 September 2013

Steph's Thoughts: Friendship

As I get older, I realize who my true friends are and the more I appreciate having them in my life. Ginger, obviously, being one of them. (I will write a separate post on why Ginger is such an awesome friend). However, after an incident that happened last year, I am less open to friendships and relationships. It’s just harder for me to trust people.

A friend is easy to make. Just have a few things in common, be nice to one another, and you’re set. Friendship accepted. However, a true friend is like finding someone to love, it’s much harder. In my opinion, a true and good friend is one who ultimately wants you to be happy and helps you to become a better person, much like how your significant other should, too. They lend you their ear when you’re heartbroken or just when you need to rant, Ginger’s specialty. They’re the ones who know when and how to give you criticism when necessary. They’re just awesome.

I’m still relatively young and have a lot to learn about life. So, let’s just say I’m not an expert when it comes to friendship and many other things. I was deeply betrayed once by someone whom I considered a close friend for almost 10 years. Despite warnings from friends for many years, I ignored them all and let this “friendship” drain the life out of me until in just the span of a minute, it all dawned on me and it was over. It’s a pain that has subsided over the past year, however, it does not erase many years of memories and the memory of that betrayal.

I often think about that friend and wish that our friendship really was as genuine I had thought it was all those years. I wonder what we’d be like if the incident had not happened. Alas, the incident did happen, an apology was never told, and I was deeply hurt. Only thing to do is just be grateful of the true friends who remain true and supportive.

So, here’s a shout out to SMAACCS + MS who are the best friends I could ever ask for. Honestly, I never knew how lucky I am until recently. You are all so awesome in all your quirky ways. You’ve been the rock in my life, my hugs, my inner peace, my everything-good-in-my-life. Thank you.



Monday, 23 September 2013

Steph's Weekend 09/20-09/21

This past weekend I attended a couple clubs' Icebreakers. Icebreakers are usually opening events for student clubs to let everyone meet other members and executives of the club. They're generally pretty fun and well executed. So, definitely check some out.

The first one I attended was a club I was president of last year. This year I helped out as team leader. It made me realize I do miss being a part of my big family and organizing events. However, being a club executive of a VERY social club can be tiring and stressful. As much as I learned from this club especially as president, I'm glad I retired. I just need to mellow out from a somewhat dramatic year.

Back to the icebreaker. The turnout was even better than last year. My team really got along with each other. We took lots of cute pictures at the photobooth where the lovely event coordination designed to look like the Milky Way. Unfortunately, the prizes were not as great as before, but everyone does things differently and the important thing is that the event itself was a success.
How do I look with a 'stache?
The next day, I attended another icebreaker of a friend''s club. This friend was president the same year as me and we became pretty good friends so I tend to show my support at his club's events. I really liked how they promoted Taiwanese culture by naming the groups with Taiwanese aboriginal tribes and incorporated Monopoly into the event. We all went to dinner after, but I was REALLY tired by then, so I went home after having my fill of all you can eat sushi.

Some other stuff happened during the weekend, but it's pretty personal. I'll most likely write another blog related to it. Anyways, before I sign off, here's a song that I've been enjoying the past month.

Toodles~
- Steph Chu





Wednesday, 18 September 2013

Happy Birthday to my Little Sister

I'm 22 years old. My sister is 14. Although we are 7 years apart, we've always been super close. We may not always be on the same page, but we tend do everything together, like eating, watching TV, and purposely excluding our brother (just to tease him, I swear).

I'm not saying that Hamela is perfect - in fact, she pisses me off to no end on a regular basis. We bicker a lot about everything from clothes to curfews to toothbrushes. But for a 14 year old, she exceeds my high expectations for any respectable human being: she is thoughtful, considerate and grounded. She, despite being so young, inspires me to be a better person everyday. That is the kind of person we should all try to be.

So happy birthday little sister. I hope that you continue to live a blessed life.


Admittedly, neither of these are Hamela's cake. The round one was a custom cake for myself (it was the best classic cake I've ever had), and the bottom one was for my mom. That one was out of this world. We got Hamela's cake already, but either way, it's 1 in the afternoon so obviously Ham is still at school, and we can't eat her cake without her.

HAPPY BIRFDAY YEW FOOL



- your sister Ginger

Saturday, 14 September 2013

Ginger Journal 14/09/13

The first two weeks of school are usually the best. The weather is sweltering, no one has homework yet (not true), and there are always vendors in the Student Union Building selling necessities at cheap prices. There are also a lot of booths set up by communication companies (Shaw, Telus, etc) who give out cool stuff and a bunch of radio stations that blast obnoxious upbeat music - but it's okay, because it's the First Week of School. On Friday I had some extra time to go around the campus, so I decided to enjoy everything it had to offer.

First at 11, I heard that someone flooded this beautiful piece of useless crap:


with bubbles!! by pouring in bubble bath into it.

LOL at the guy in the fountain

Unfortunately, I didn't get to witness this amazing spectacle, so I got a friend to send me a photo that her friend took. By the time I got there, I only saw fluffs of bubbles rolling outside the fountain, but not much else. So brilliant though.

After my last class, I had some time to kill before heading off to tutor, so I decided to eat the best cookie ever. This one is called Marbelous. It truly is.

chocolate cookie with white chocolate

I decided to wander around campus with my still-warm cookie and saw that a local band was playing outside the SUB.

The Hooves

Not my cup of tea in terms of music, but they were most definitely: passionate, talented, and beautiful. The lead singer gave me chills. I couldn't really find an official poster or whatnot on their Facebook page, but I thought this was cute:


Yup.


- your Ginger

Ginger Thoughts: Conversation with a stranger

I will occasionally buy myself lunch at the school cafeteria in the Student Union Building. I typically wake up at 5 AM, 3 days a week, so I find myself having difficulty mustering the will to make myself food. I'm fortunate enough, however, that on most days, my mom is willing to pack an extra lunch while she makes one for my younger sister. This was not one of those days. So I went into the caf, bought myself some Chinese noodles and picked a seat at an empty two-seater table. Five minutes in I was joined by a young man who was looking for a place to sit. I was thinking for a long time whether to start a conversation with him, seeing as we were both alone. Well, I though. I never reach out to anyone at school. So I thought I should.

Johan is 18 and he's a freshman this year at the U of BS (bending spoons). He came here straight from high school graduation because he wanted to escape the suburbs of Philadelphia so badly. So he ventured here on his own because even thought his mother bawled her eyes out as she begged him to stay, he felt that it was time for him to face the world and become a man. As if university showcases the reality of "the world" I remarked bitterly. Thankfully he laughed rather than getting offended by what I said.Instead, he just asked about what I was doing here. I debated about what kind of information I should disclose to this hopeful freshman... I decided to tell him the truth. I told him that I came to UBS because at my school, that is just what everyone did, even if they didn't know what they wanted from it. I thought for so long that in order to be a decent human being I had to get a university level education, and soon enough I actually made myself believe that this was what I wanted. I paused then - the biggest flaw about me is that I always have to have the last word, even when I know I shouldn't say it. I felt ashamed, and I quickly apologized for sounding so jaded. But he laughed and he was relieved to hear that in the end, I'm glad that I ended up here. Before we could continue though, a friend of mine spotted my head amidst the sea of people, cutting my conversation with Johan short. Anyways, we exchanged goodbyes, and as soon as I arose from my seat, we became strangers again. I wonder til now what had allowed two strangers to talk so openly, sharing our past and future expectations. Maybe it was the bustling noise around us, creating a private sanctuary; we felt like we could say anything and not be heard by anyone else.



Or maybe it was the fact that this wasn't real.



To be honest, I thought that it would be so cool to talk to a complete stranger, but I kept stalling and in the end both of us ate in silence, occupied by our phones (I actually am writing this as he sits across from me - metaaaaaaaaaaa). But I feel like maybe this is the way it could have gone down in an alternate universe.

one of my favourite images

On a side note that is sorta relevant, today my 14 year old sister really surprised me. We were on the bus listening to Death Cab when out of the blue she said to me that she thinks that we are all born into this world, all meant to do something different, but we just end up doing what everyone else is doing... sometimes her wisdom scares me.

Wednesday, 11 September 2013

Ginger Thoughts: Guilt

I'm an extremely emotional person and when I'm faced with guilt it suffocates me for a long long time. It numbs me and I drag out this process of rationalizing what I've done. I tutor a number of students, and I have a policy that my minimum time for each student is 1.5 hours/session. There is one kid who I've been tutoring an hour a week because of summer break, and today I asked the student's mom for an hour and a half since school is picking up again. She gave me this very apologetic look and said that she would look over her financials as she just quit her job because of harassment. A wave of guilt just washed over me and all I could say was "Oh, it's okay then, it's okay." She asked me for a 10 dollar discount, which was going to offer her anyway, so when I assured her that was perfectly fine, she seemed delighted, saying how much her kid loved me and was learning a lot. So the deal was made, and I left her house saying goodbye. Then I got into my car and I cried. I felt so guilty that I just wanted an extra 40 dollars a month. I felt so guilty for always prioritizing my time over others. My Dad says that he's sure it's not that big of a deal and it's not going to bankrupt them, but I wish I could take back what I said. I'm happy teaching her kid, and I could earn that money somewhere else if I had to.

Do these kind of situations eat you up or what?


Friday, 6 September 2013

Ginger's 100 Truths




What’s up my good people. I’m posting 100 earth shattering secrets about myself, so you should brace yourselves, because I’m really interesting.

WHAT WAS YOUR
1. last beverage
Five Alive Citrus
2. last phone call
Ham
3. last text message
A bunch of emojis from the lovely Gab-master :D :P ;(
4. last song you listened to
Roar by Katy Perry

HAVE YOU EVER
6. dated someone twice
No
7. been cheated on
No but I’ve had my feelings cheated out of me
8. kissed someone & regretted it
Most definitely
9. lost someone special
Yes
10. been depressed
Yes
11. been drunk and threw up
I throw up very easily. The world disgusts me.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Red
13. Black
14. Pink (baby pink, dusty pink, etc)

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU (2013)
15. Made a new friend
Yes, I’m happy to say.
16. Fallen out of love
No
17. Laughed until you cried
Yes
18. Met someone who changed you
I don’t let others change who I am but I have met people this year who may have changed my perspective on something
19. Found out who your true friends were
Yes and no
20. Found out someone was talking about you
No
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list
No, I believe I have not

GENERAL
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life
This is a really stupid question (I know everyone on my Facebook friends list in real life)
24. Do you have any pets
Kobe (short for Obi-wan Kanobi) is the love of my life
25. Do you want to change your name
no
26. What did you do for your last birthday
I don’t recall
27. What time did you wake up today
5:20 AM…I AM A WARRIOR
28. What were you doing at midnight last night
Sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for
Sleep
30. Last time you saw your Mother
This morning
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
That is personal, but this year I decided to live by one philosophy: accept what you can’t change and change what you can’t accept
32. What are you listening to right now
The Love Club by Lorde
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom
Tom is a very generic name. I have yet to talk to someone named Giuseppe though…
34. What's getting on your nerves right now
Drivers with shitty manners
35. Most visited webpage
 Facebook
37. Nicknames
Ginger, King, the others are personal (;
38. Relationship Status
single THIS QUESTION IS EVERYWHERE like a freakin neon sign reminding me how single I am
39. Zodiac sign
Aquarius
40. Male or female?
Wut, you guess
41. Elementary?
Shaughnessy
42. High School
Churchill
43. College
School of Bending Spoons and Expert Blogging
44. Hair colour
Black and blue ombre
45. Long or short
Long
46. Height
164cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?
After I’ve lost faith in humanity? No. I’m only half-joking.
49. Piercings
Yes, just the regular earlobes
50. Tattoos
None
51. Righty or lefty
I’m always right

FIRSTS
52. First surgery
Never
53. First piercing
Ears
54. First best friend
Steps? SMAACCS
55. First sport you joined
Volleyball
56. First vacation
I don’t remember
58. First pair of trainers
No

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating
Nothing
60. Drinking
Water
61. I'm about to
Scratch my head
62. Listening to
Still Lorde…

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?
Yes, two or three
65. Get Married?
Yes, I’ve been slowly planning my dream wedding for years now.
66. Career?
Wherever God leads me

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes
For guys? Lips so sexy
68. Hugs or kisses
Hugs and kisses (;
69. Shorter or taller
Taller or same height.
70. Older or Younger
Doesn’t matter
71. Romantic or spontaneous
Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms
Gingers
73. Sensitive or loud
A good medium
74. Hook-up or relationship
Right now: neither, but hopefully in the future: relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant
I like neither of these ok.

HAVE YOU EVER
76. Kissed a stranger
No
77. Drank hard liquor
No
78. Lost glasses/contacts
Such a waste of a question.
79. Sex on first dat
No
80. Broken someone's heart
I hope not
81. Had your own heart broken
Who hasn’t
82. Been arrested
Yeah, you mess with me I’ll mess you up. I think I’m the biggest coward in the world, so I am not.
83. Turned someone down
Yes
84. Cried when someone died
Sadness is a strange emotion that is expressed in a variety of ways.
85. Fallen for a friend?
No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself
I don’t believe that what I’ve been blessed with is really mine. So if I was to put faith in myself, as the flawed being that I am, I wouldn’t bet on me – but God is a different story.
87. Miracles
Yes
88. Love at first sight
No
89. Heaven
Yes
90. Santa Claus
No
91. Kiss on the first date
No
92. Angels
Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
93. Had more than one ex bf/gf?
No
95. Did you sing today?
No
96. Ever cheated on somebody?
No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why?
Senior year of high school
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
Yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?
Yes



Confessions: I will always love you